原来....

原来他爱上别人了，这就是他再次告诉我的答案，也是我受伤的最犀利的武器，爱一个人是要让他幸福的。我放开他，我会尝试忘记掉他和他的号码，不会再烦他，不想他和她产生任何不必要的误会，也许那女子不是酱小气的人，可是我已经不能再为他做任何事情，唯一能做的也只是尽量不要让他为难.....

总于结束了，也没有了，有时闲着没事做，会回想下和他以前的事情，眼泪又掉了，真失败的哦！真讨厌！不争气和没用的人！还曾经想过如果得知他有女友后，我会怎样？会真心祝福他吗？我能吗？想到这，心就很痛！没办法咯，我留不着他的心....真想念他...我很不想掩饰我的心情可是现实不允许，所以我不能赤裸裸地让别人看清楚我，我很不像我！每天都不知道自己在干嘛，期待后又是失望，失望后又是伤心，自讨苦吃！真希望消失在这世界上，累，实在累，令我很想闭上眼睛，好好地休息~~~

awake le.....

He oredy escaped himself from me 4 several weeks le.....i m such a stupid gal, still thought about tht he juz nid time 2 find the feeling, but tis is not the truth...how funny n silly !! y he always like 2 giv an answer tht has another meaning 1 4 me...?? y wanna let me guessed until so suffered ??y dun juz say the truth 2 me ?? i still can afford on it......finally, i asked my fren called him n he told my fren tht he no more feeling 2 me le, but he refused 2 say clearly 2 me...y ?? Ok, then good lo, i got the answer, i was very sad becos all juz became memory n all my dream about him had gone...juz left my tears 2 accompany me......

I could control myself in my emotion le, i controlled myself tht no more crying in front of any ppl, i m a strong gal n a happy gal, izit ?? I noe my frens will always b'side me but they can't help me in everything...wat they can do..is juz console me when i m sad......thx, my frens......I wanna out of the memory tht he gav, i hate him, hate him hurt me so badly, hate him hurt me until i lost my heart n my way...i noe i nid more time 2 put him down...em, how horrible when a gal loves a guy so much.....wat can i says is i felt regret about had a relationship v such a bad guy, but mayb i will thank 4 him in a day becos he makes me more mature in love !! Moreover, becos of he gav up in tis relationship, i juz so lucky 2 meet others good guy in my life.....

Right now, no more love in my heart, so felt sorry 2 somebody....but i will try my best 2 love him, juz giv me time n i wishes him can accept wat comment tht i gav 2 him at tht day....b'sides, i hopes he will not force me in tis relationship anymore......